the delicious pics are no more.

call me crazy, but i really hate the thought of posting pics of the baby boy online for some reason... not sure why but it just doesn't feel right.   probably because i know that my husband would kill me if he knew i even had this blog... he's a very private person - doesn't like FB, blogs, anything like that.

so...the pics are now gone! 

on another note, i think we've decided to go ahead and proceed with the FET on schedule and not worry about the dysplasia for now.  i have a new GP dr. (who is so amazing, i think i'll call her dr. amazing) that i saw and she was on board with us waiting based on the grade of the bad cells right now.   i am seeing a naturopath (not my regular one, she's too far away from my house to go weekly, so i've got a new one closer to home until i go back to work) and she also suggests we go ahead and proceed.  so i'll wait to see this oncologist in early feb but i think he'll probably tell us the same thing.   so, 2 cycles to go and then we'll be headed into treatment territory again.   if the FET doesn't work, then we may just be headed for another fresh IVF cycle.  initially, hubs and i were at odds about this but i think he's coming around to the idea of doing one more cycle.  hopefully, we'll be one of those amazing stories you hear about - 1 IVF, only 2 blasts, 2 babies.  wouldn't that be sweet ass amazeballs?

lazy blogger

hellloooo lazy.  i still read but rarely comment because that would mean i'd have to actually sign into my account.  i know... lazy.

i never blog anymore, not sure why.  maybe its the 8 month old wonder-boy i have crawling all over me all the time.

i think of all of you often and am happy to read about some second time around pregnancies - terrific news!

we've met with dr. love about baby no 2 but... there's always a but isn't there?   turns out i have a bad ass case of dysplasia again so i have to see a specialist in feb to see if he can take care of that or if he recommends we wait until after we're done with baby making (whether that be by FET or a fresh IVF if FET doesn't work).  he might tell us to go ahead and deal with the dysplasia after ... but there's always a chance it can get worse because of preggo hormones.  they think that's why its come back - because of my pregnancy with adam.   who knows.  all i know is i want another baby.  like right now.  i love being a mom.  i love being adam's mom.

speaking of adam - he is fantastic.   crawling, eating, babbling, laughing, lovin on his momma, all good things.  all great things.   i can't get enough of my little nugget.  still on maternity leave and loving it. 

so that's about it.  nothing else going on over here.  i'm not even sure anyone is still reading ... but if you are, boo!